Hello from the shade,
It’s hot out there — literally and metaphorically. And if you’re anything like me, you’ve probably been dreaming about a little coolness, a little stillness, a little space to breathe.
Shade is what lets us feel the heat without being consumed by it.
Just like doubt, discomfort, or a wave of tiredness — they don’t mean failure. They’re signs that something inside is shifting.
The past couple of weeks have been full. Beautiful in many ways — creative, productive, expansive. But also tiring.
Tired in a way that brings up old patterns, tests boundaries, pokes the ego, and makes the inner critic louder than usual.
And yet — I caught myself.
This, for me, is the biggest shift.
Because self-love isn’t just a bath or a break.
Sometimes it looks like stopping the spiral.
Like choosing not to believe the voice that says “nothing makes sense.”
Like knowing this is just another test, not the truth.
There are still doubts — of course.
Even after years of inner work.
But I no longer mistake them for reality. I can see when I’m tired, when I’ve eaten poorly, when an old pattern is being triggered (hello, family visits 🙃 ), and instead of spiraling… I return.
To myself.
To the truth I’ve already found.
To the choice that this time — I won’t abandon me.
So if you’ve had “a moment” lately — one of those days when you question everything — please know: it’s normal. It doesn’t mean you’re broken. It means you’re human, and the lesson is ripening.
You don’t need to have it all figured out.
You just need to not forget who you are.
Keep going, little step by little step.
You’re further than you think.
✨ New on the Blog
Behind the scenes, I’ve been sharing a lot:
Reflections on inherited patterns, multidimensional cosmology, the power of family constellations, and the sometimes uncomfortable but essential invitation to choose joy.
These pieces are both personal and practical — drawn from real sessions, deep study, and the honest questions we all carry at some point.
Here’s what’s new:
🧬Are You Carrying What Isn’t Yours? Inherited Patterns
Understanding how ancestral pain lives in our bodies — and how to let it go.
👉 Read the post →
🌞Choose Joy (Even When Life Gets Annoying)
Joy isn’t about pretending. It’s about choosing how to respond, even when life tests you.
👉 Read the post →
🌌Astrology Reading: The Navigational Map of Our Life — Reflections
Two years after a pivotal session, I reflect on what came true — and what continues to unfold.
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🌀My Take on Matías De Stefano’s Multidimensional Existence
A grounded interpretation of complex metaphysical ideas — and why they matter in healing.
👉Read the post →
👥Family Constellations: How They Can Shift Your Reality
One of the most powerful methods I know for revealing invisible threads that bind us.
📖 My Book Is Now Available!
How I Met Myself — And How You Can Meet Yourself
A true story of transformation, awakening, and coming home to the Self.
This book is not just a memoir — it’s a map. A raw and honest journey through the inner world, written to inspire your own. If you’re seeking clarity, meaning, or the courage to trust your path… this is for you.
Order now on Amazon in your region:
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You’ll find links to:Kindle eBook and Paperback. Readers in Poland can read my book for free with Empik Go (code expire end of August)
💗 Gentle Encouragement
If there’s one message I’d love you to take from this newsletter, it’s this:
You’re allowed to wobble.
You’re allowed to rest.
You’re allowed to have doubts — as long as you don’t forget who you really are.
This path is not about perfection.
It’s about the return.
So take shade when you need it.
Breathe when it gets too hot.
And keep going — one conscious step at a time.
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📅 PS
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Thank you for walking this path with me.
With respect and light,
Pawel Glod
🌐 www.pawelglod.com
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